btw.. on the 4th june noon..
big ah ma was sent back to her hse..
my whole family went over to take a look at her..
her kidneys nt functioning anymore..
but she refused to go for dialysis..
the doc also mentioned that posions spread all
over her body alr..
n n n.. only 9 persons were allowed to go into her ward.
i think that's y she wanted to go home..
cuz she loves crowds n she wanted to see everyone..
b4 her last breathe?
i went over that day..
my heart sank when i saw all the tubes arnd her to support her.
oxygen tank to supply her with air.. she cant breathe properly.
seems abit tedious for her..
thou she seems to has difficulties in breathing..
when she rmb us de shi hou she can really tok
loud and clear.. n i felt so sad.. if wasnt her kidneys..
she was still very lively still..
when ppl shifted her.. she still conscious n she asked them to
move her gently n slowly.. voice loud n clear.. =(
durin midnite her breathing start to fade off..
she keep having sudden short of breathe.. for 7 times..
thn she gone..
they say we could hav relieve her pain by playing tt chanting song..
but we didnt noe.. so she was quite painful when she was going off. =(
furthermore, the maid said that..
big ah ma as thou counting for her days left..
cuz she owas use her fingers count n count..
b4 my big ah ma sent back home tt day..
my aunt (who lives in big ah ma hse too) midnite went kitchen..
to toilet i think..
she walked pass big ah ma room..
n she smelt a really strong alcohol smell coming out from my
big ah ma's room.. n the rm was closed tt nite.
thn she felt a sense of chill.. n quickly walked back to her rm
hide under blanket. lols.
noes y? cuz my passed away ah gong owas like to drink
alcohol.. perhaps he came back home that nite thn..
lols.
ya.. hope.. really hope big ah ma would lead a good life in another world..
